first step to success

this is a week where many things happen..
for me..it was like a dream..
a dream where i never ever expect to be happened..
10 of march, i sat for my driving test for the second time..
time passed faster then i thought..
i only spent about few minutes to do all the tasks..
and passed..

then i was wondering the reason for me to fail in the first test..
all is about calmness..
thank God for the calmness i had..

the heart-attacked week continued with the event i have long-waited all this while..
12 of march, spm results have revealed..
the night before was a sleepless night to me..
not only me i guess..
is all the form 5 students of 2008..
worries, stress, fear.....flooded my mind..
my tiny brain kept playing with all the possible and impossible..

the next morning, i woke up quite early..
waiting impatiently..
actually had promised khai loo to go her house..
but at last i pleased my mum to stay with me n accompany me to school..

on the way to school, right in front of RHB Bank..
i received a call from len wei..
"hello, u reach dy?" i asked with a shaking tone
"U GOT STRAIGHT A1!" she shouted emotionally..(like after crying)
i was dumbfounded at tat moment..
my hands were shivering non-stop..
i turned to my mum who was listening the conversation..
she was panic too..
she immediately stop the car at the road side..
we were shocked to hear tat..
at the same time i received a msg from wilfred saying the same thing..

without hesitation, we rushed to the school..
i was like a fly who its head had broken..
looking for my result slip..
i told myself not to believe any words of others
or receive any compliments from others b4 i confirm my result with my own eyes

then i saw Puan Nafisah walked down the stage, holding a stack of fails..
i made my way to her..
"teacher, i am kee wei gee."
"can i have my result slip"
she looked st her list n she got my name..
"kee wei gee, sebelas A"
"o..sebelas A1"
then pn G who is holding the slip asked me "ada hutang tak"
what a lame question la at that moment..
i just want my slip..

she handed it to me..
i looked at the slip from top to bottom..
my lips started to curve upwards
i ran towards my mum as fast as i could
n hugged her with all my might
shouting to her "i get all A1"
then, i was like lost controlled..crying like hell in the crowd
i wished to stop but i just cant help myself..
tears flew out as how happiness flooded me..
i cant even find a word to describe the 'me'

'congratulations' kept roaring in my ears..
but somehow i told myself that there is nothing for u to b over happy
because i just move the first step of succeed..
there is still a long way for me to go on
there still need more and more of my hard work n endurance to continue the journey..

however, it was an unforgettable moment in my life..
it's good to celebrate with all my ma chi
they also passed with flying colours..

the enjoyment was temporary
after all we still need to back to our battle
so here i wish all the best to everyone..
may u n me have the strenghts to complete it..
we deserve what we work hard for..

time is gold

i just viewed on ppl's blogs..
n i found out most of them are lazy to blog..
honestly..me too..

this morning, i opened my eyes at 8.30am
feeling weird to wake up so early
then covered up my face with a pillow
then fall sleep again..
the next time i opened my eyes
it was 9.30am
i got up from my bed with laziness

after finished my breakfast,
i sat in my living room comfortably, reading newspaper
all is about politics..
what a boring topic..
just criticising each other
what a childish group?!

then, i noted there are some news about scholarships n study fair..
these are what i am concerned about..
looking at all the news,
simply a thought appeared in my mind,
y my life now seems so meaningless?
because i am not studying?
or because everyone has started their school life
while i am still here wasting my time in other matters..

i really hard to live w/o studying?
i hate the feeling of letting the time past just like the water flows out of the tap..
non-stop, no returns, no backwards, no aims....
feeling down,
looking at all my buddies who now get nearer and nearer to their goals,
who are now enjoying their moments in colleges, searching for knowledge..
my life is dull..

by comforting myself, i can do something which i think is meaningful..
what can i do other than study now..
knowledge which i gained will follow me along my life journey
but meeting friends, blogging, surfing are only entertainments which give me short-term pleasure
i wonder i can learn new stuff to upgrade myself
yet is difficult to get it start

i really wanted to study badly..
may be is because my goal aren't easy to achieve..
it needs doubled hard work, doubled concentration
for me, it also need more time in order to achieve..

Time is gold
no more hanging here n there aimlessly,
is the time for me to restart my engine which had rest for 3 months

spm result will be revealed soon..
waited impatiently at the ache of my high-school-life

Indulged in bread/cake

my voice getting better..
i can speak nicely..

don't really know what happen to me these days..
i like bread very much..
the bread seduction is extremely powerful...

almost everyday i eat bread..
all kinds of bakery i should say..
bread, cake, puff, loaf, tart....

i can even just eat plain Gardenia bread w/o any jam on it..
then....end up with a rise in my weight..
again..is time to diet..