WANTED - 'P' License

to pass in the driving practical test is equally hard to get straight 'A' in SPM..
RM 150 if u failed one of the test..
INSANE!!!

but.. haha.. i haven't take the test yet.. haha..
i will facing it on 23 Feb..

today is my last training lesson n i still weak in the 'bukit' test..
i am so dumb as i can't put down the hand brake every time after i pull it up with all my might..
because i scare the car reverse.. :(

anyway, i going to do my best to save that 150 bucks..
kinda nervous now..

so..for those who read my blog..
pls kindly donate your bravery and confidence to me..
if you are using the cheque..
pls write the date correctly..
i do not need an expired 'bravery' n 'confidence'..
pray for me..

Lie to myself

16 should be the day i awaited for so long..
however it became my history faster than i thought of..
still...
i want to wish myself...
Happy an-impossible-2nd-anniversary!
it was nothing more than a usual day..

Single on Valentine's Day

This year, again i labelled myself as "single" but "not available"..
because at this moment...

i need freedom more than being controlled..
i need future more than today..
i need concentration in study more than relationship..
i need to enjoy life of single more than coupled..
i need to being loved more than to love..
i need friendship more than B&G relationship..
i need friends more than lover..
i need to wash off more than to restart..

Thus, do not blame me if i did not receive your love..
to be honest, i am selfish..
but still i am not ready..
or i should say i do not deserve it..

However, it was a beautiful night for me..
as it is simple but filled me with happiness n laughter..
nothing is better than the present..

Thanks for making me the star of yours..
i appreciate very much..

With lotz love..