Be Victorian

w/o any notification, a week flew past..
it had been a busy yet fulfilling week..
and of course, i m completely healed..

life in VI was not as bad as i had imagined..

At the beginning, i was so unwilling to study in tat school..
but somehow, for now, the school had changed me a little..

many kinds of different things tat i able to try in VI
bringing hand phones to school
using it all the time
eat in the class which is legal
explore a real miscarried foetus in the very ancient bio lab
got the chance to c how their prefects look like (monster)
just too convenient to go to the too-near shopping mall

too many to discover, to explore, to test
a very different kind of school life although i m still in blue n white uniform

orientation for all lower sixes coming next Monday
i got to noe tat orientation will b very worse
mentally n physically involved, may b
wonder whether is their tradition to bully newcomers?
guess so..

anyway, if free, come for the VI carnival on 30th of may
the band performance on the night of 31th of may till 12 midnight

in btw..today 16 th of may is Teachers' Day
i would like to wish all the teachers
Happy Teacher's Day!!!

worst after all

no more waiting..
no things will change..

too sad to say..
how's the feeling of dream shattering into pieces..
how frus will it be..
it will be the feeling of mine now..

unbelievably painful
unexpectedly disappointed
a sudden emptiness in the torso
a unmeasurable-deep hole in the future
a hazed-blur vision for tomorrow

sorry to my beloved ones,
for not giving u all the best mothers' n fathers' day present

sorry for the supportive ones,
for not fulfilling the hope of urs in me

sorry for wei gee,
for ur glass-like dream shattered into millions pieces..

silent, the best remedy,
be absolute quite to listen to the roar of the heart

cry, the best response,
to distract me a little while

tears, the best transport,
the transportation for frus n disappointment

Be tough_it's not the end of ur days