Tuesday, 14 April 2009

waiting for...

daily routine...
waiting for..

the sun to shine through my window
my phone alarm to ring
my heavy eyelids to open
a same call from the same person in the same time(mum)

my meals to cook(brunch time)
some freaky ideas to pop out(for today's activity)
my favourite songs to be chosen by the DJ
the new story book i read to be finished (eclipse)

the unexpected visit from whoever
the msgs from friends
the msgs from hotlink
the time to call some friends up

my favourite shows on tv
the postman to bell my bells
the package i should receive this month

the confirmation letter for Scholarship
the offer letter for form 6
the miracles to occur(study overseas)

the time to past quietly
the night to fall
the rain to drizzle
the tiredness to fill me

while
waiting for
the unconsciousness to hit me
i'm waiting eagerly for
the coming of tomorrow(hope it will b more interesting than today)
the coming of future
the coming of tomorrow's sun to break today's darkness

Life's mostly about waiting..
we are waiting for things to happen..
we are for the time to respond..

try to sit n think..how many things are u waiting for..
u will find out there is more than u think..

Friday, 3 April 2009

farewell

say goodbye to my kindergarten
bye to my colleagues
bye to jonathan too

today early in the morning, i went to my kindergarten to collect my salary..
n the chance to bid a farewell with those ppl
gloomy i could say..

bought him a doggy so that he can remember me well..
some accessories to all the teachers..
got a chance to meet the new teacher..
an Indian lady who looks very inactive..
pity my son who under her guidance

surprisingly, my son's mummy had prepared a present for me..
unexpected.. it is a black fur-ly sweater
(looks expensive)
i think she thought that i going overseas to pursue my study..
well i might need it some day
so touch when it is handed to me..
immediately, the song of ' hei sei mao yi' by Jay Chou played in my mind..
is so familiar with me cos the 1st farewell closely related to this song..
it attached with a picture where me n jonathan took during his bday

tears almost flow out my eyes when i walked out the kindergarten..
he is standing at the gate, watching me away with my car..
although he showed nonchalant when i came
his innocence made him couldn't understand my leaving..
i should say that he don't even know that i am leaving
he only thought that i m taking some kind of leave n will b back soon

i cant explain much
just hope that he will be fine in every matters
will miss him always..

JPA scholarship interview session

first of all, i have to express my happiness due to the YPC ceremony..
haha.. gained a lot from there.. as if financial part la..n also SBS's face la..
tat day all our straight A's scorers 'qiong sai mian' dy
so our enemy(opposite of selatan) stand aside la..
cheh.. berlagak here..haha..

the day after the ceremony was the result of the jpa s/s interview name lists..
with all the luck, i got it..
so i was busy preparing for the 'insane' interview session..
had cracked my head on thinking n predicting what will they ask
i even resigned instantly once i knew the news
(caused me to receive only half-month salary..kinda sad)

i wondered whether is lucky or unlucky
to get the first day of the interview session week n be the first batch of candidates
so i got no really much time to prepare myself
internally n externally

spent 2-3 days to finish 3 months newspaper
so that i m equipped with the current issues
spent bout 60 bucks for pair of heels
spent my heart n soul to just make myself to look perfect tat day

the tip of the interview is confidence..
means even u got a kinda hard q or u really have no idea with it
u still need to be confident to twist n turn the q n answer it
it so called 'qiang chi dou li' in mandarin

after the overall preparation, finally i m standing at the lobby of pusat konvensyen antarabangsa Putrajaya..is a kinda nice building..
wondered who is the architect..(from top view is like the bird nest in China)
CROWDED with parents n candidates..
there is 17 rooms with 3 panels each
n each room will have 25 candidates..
n pls notes that the amount above only for morning session..
thousand butterflies in my stomach i could say..

candidates arranged according the bday..
i was in room 3..
met lots ppl who have the same bday with me..
mostly girls..charming ones..
(interested?can have their no. from me)

Q & A
introduction started..
never talk much cos i was the second one
but still talk more than the first girl
they are 5 of us, n i got to know tat one girl is the tennis representative from perlis
one of them is the president of more 3 society n clubs
(i surrendered..i have nothing compared to them)

continued with discussion on topic of obesity,
a health-related topic surely a piece of cake for all of us who wanted to pursue our study in dentistry, medicine n pharmacy..
kinda fun session as i talk a lot n 'heat' up the room
instead of saying i m talkative, why not using the word of extrovert..

so where u wish to study, kee?
anywhere the JPA give..answered w/o hesitant
even local?
of course..answered in higher pitch as if the panels are deaf
India also?
why not?! it will be the best place for practical!
answered less than 1 sec n ended with a board smile..

so why u want to be a dentistry?
i want to be a dentist specialise in orthodontics
cos i want to help ppl to rebuild and regain their self-confidence through their appearance
for me, smile is the greatest weapon in our life
n it represent the confidence we have
so i think is pretty important to confident in doing everything
answered in one shot..
we can see it from u.. the panels answered me back..
(from starting, i non stop smiling to give the best impression)
sweat'''

if u have been ask to be prime minister for a week, what the one thing u will do?
(gosh!kinda hard q) (not allowing to simply create an answer like juz now)
i chose to enhance the education system..
by settling the science n maths in English matter..
so i explained why is it so vital to start from education
n shared my own experiences to support the fact
n ended with ' don think about the diff that can divide us but drill in the commonalities that can unite us, n the similarity will b our education' (stole from Pak Lah's speech)
(panels seemed to impress by my words or i perasan?)not sure..hehe

ended the entire session again with a charming, broad, cheerful n sweet smile..
then a thank you to them
am i flirt a lot?
i am not..
smile = confidence

so smile always ya! =)