Single on Valentine's Day

This year, again i labelled myself as "single" but "not available"..
because at this moment...

i need freedom more than being controlled..
i need future more than today..
i need concentration in study more than relationship..
i need to enjoy life of single more than coupled..
i need to being loved more than to love..
i need friendship more than B&G relationship..
i need friends more than lover..
i need to wash off more than to restart..

Thus, do not blame me if i did not receive your love..
to be honest, i am selfish..
but still i am not ready..
or i should say i do not deserve it..

However, it was a beautiful night for me..
as it is simple but filled me with happiness n laughter..
nothing is better than the present..

Thanks for making me the star of yours..
i appreciate very much..

With lotz love..