Indulged in bread/cake

my voice getting better..
i can speak nicely..

don't really know what happen to me these days..
i like bread very much..
the bread seduction is extremely powerful...

almost everyday i eat bread..
all kinds of bakery i should say..
bread, cake, puff, loaf, tart....

i can even just eat plain Gardenia bread w/o any jam on it..
then....end up with a rise in my weight..
again..is time to diet..

Voice-less

have been sick for few days..
sore throat become worst..
cough until my voice lost..

now..i only have a low, rough and sexy voice..
very difficult to speak..
coz ppl cannot catch my words..

in the kindergarten,
i can't teach..
i can't sing..

hope i can recover soon..
(if not i can't scold the kids properly)

happy or sad?

just come back from my test..
should say just come back from leisure mall..
celebrate with someone who passed without expectation.. :(

RESULTS:
LIM KIAN WEE - PASSED ALL(unexpected)
LENG YUN SONG - FAILED BUKIT (unexpected also coz he do what ming hoe did)
TAN YENG JYE - FAILED BUKIT ('the stupid hand brake can't put down' she blamed)
KEE WEI GEE - PASSED BUKIT but........FAILED PARKING
(what a funny case)
malu betul :( uncle said no one will fail parking..among 10 may b got one la..
so uncle i m the sesat one lo...

what is happening..
i did so well in the bukit test..
it was 100%perfect..
then do the parking happily..
wow..i entered the petak nicely n the tester also very puas hati with my performance..
WHO KNOWS!!!!
suddenly when i reversed,
PLLLLAAAAAGGGGGG!!!!!
my heart broken..
the world turned into darkness..
2 STUPID POLES DROPPED!!
then a wave of depression engulfed me..
i turned and looked at the tester..
the tester still gave me a perfect smile like just now..
but this time her hand was up and waved at me..
so i KANDAS..
so disappointed..
my sifu some more expect me to pass..he also kena from me..
U FAILED PARKING!!!ALAMAK!!!
there also a guy told me..failure is the mother of success(Cantonese version)
that guy passed all le..of course u said so..

yun song pula reversed 3 times on the hill..
i queued behind him..
so when i saw this i was so worry..
he so pro still will fail?
and at last the tester can't bear it dy..
ask him to come down from the car..
then he FAILED..
honestly, he failed i got a little bit happy
coz if i failed still have somebody same with me..ha ha
before the test, he was so confident with himself..
see..this is what happen when u too confident with something..
i confident with my parking while he confident at his bukit..
end up with failure..

yeng jye failed due to the hand brake..
she told the tester it is spoil..
then after 3 minutes can't put the brake down..
she FAILED..
then the tester did it for her and try to tell her is no problem..
she damn angry with it..

as a conclusion, remember the following plat number..
9922..
coz ming hoe, yun song, yeng jye failed bukit coz of this car..
so pass this important msg to those who going for test or retest..
if u get this car, come down and request to change..
MUST!!
If not u will like them..
I am not joking..
2000 and 8760 are good car..
try them la..

oh ya..we all past the on the road test with 'flying colours'..ha ha
our next test will be on 10 march..
so let's wait and see.. :(

special post for Ah Phun

knowing that u will not be viewing my blog until u come back from Australia,
i wanna to say thank you very much..
for those precious n skillful comments u gave me..
i read it n going to choose one to do..
what u say i have put in my little head..
so pass or not u will know later on..
thanks so much for spending ur time here for me..
thanks also for ur support..

And lastly..wish u have an awesome trip in Australia..
don't forget to bring back a kangaroo if possible..
also souvenirs for all ur MA CHI..yea :p

ALIGATOR GOZAEMAZ!!!

I am on FIRE

PIG LA..STUPID..SESAT..DONKEY LA..SHIT LA.. *&%^#@$#%^&*%^@&*!%!$
Pls forgive my rudeness coz I AM NOW ON FIRE..
for a minute..
let me calm down first..

i just come back from my last last last driving lesson before the test which will be held on monday..
it was a 2 hours lesson..
and guess what i am doing in this precious two hours..
i only keep repeating the 'bukit'..
damn it..
what so hard about it har!
make me repeating it again and again under the hot burning weather..
why ppl can make the wheel enter 100% in the stupid yellow line..
well i only can make it for 50% enter..
although it considered pass but is RISKY..
it makes me need to put my hand brake as high as possible..
then again i can't put back down my hand brake..
what is this..

i practice it so hard dy..
i am very tired now..
the only thing i can do
is to pray to all GODS in the world..
let me do it the best on monday..
may i always in my best condition..
may i always have the calmness, the bravery and the confidence
i just can't fail the test..
after 19-hours-lesson, i pay more than others do..
i learn more than others..

WANTED - 'P' License

to pass in the driving practical test is equally hard to get straight 'A' in SPM..
RM 150 if u failed one of the test..
INSANE!!!

but.. haha.. i haven't take the test yet.. haha..
i will facing it on 23 Feb..

today is my last training lesson n i still weak in the 'bukit' test..
i am so dumb as i can't put down the hand brake every time after i pull it up with all my might..
because i scare the car reverse.. :(

anyway, i going to do my best to save that 150 bucks..
kinda nervous now..

so..for those who read my blog..
pls kindly donate your bravery and confidence to me..
if you are using the cheque..
pls write the date correctly..
i do not need an expired 'bravery' n 'confidence'..
pray for me..

Lie to myself

16 should be the day i awaited for so long..
however it became my history faster than i thought of..
still...
i want to wish myself...
Happy an-impossible-2nd-anniversary!
it was nothing more than a usual day..

Single on Valentine's Day

This year, again i labelled myself as "single" but "not available"..
because at this moment...

i need freedom more than being controlled..
i need future more than today..
i need concentration in study more than relationship..
i need to enjoy life of single more than coupled..
i need to being loved more than to love..
i need friendship more than B&G relationship..
i need friends more than lover..
i need to wash off more than to restart..

Thus, do not blame me if i did not receive your love..
to be honest, i am selfish..
but still i am not ready..
or i should say i do not deserve it..

However, it was a beautiful night for me..
as it is simple but filled me with happiness n laughter..
nothing is better than the present..

Thanks for making me the star of yours..
i appreciate very much..

With lotz love..

I'm back!

too long never update my blog..ha ha..because i quite busy these day..where to start my story?

i think have to start from new year..i stopped blogging when is near the Chinese new year..

erm..this year considered a very special year for me because my dad is not celebrating the new year with us..he now still at overseas..honestly i miss him very much..think seriously, is important that there is a man in ur house..whatever happens will be solved very soon n things seem to be very easy when my dad was around in Malaysia..

did u all knows the feng shui stuff for 2009?the zodiac stuff? my zodiac is goat/sheep/lamb (not sure what they call in English but is 'yang' in Chinese)..so the zodiac of cow is against the goat..theoretically they said that the goat will very bad luck this year..the goat also got the last position in the lucky star list..so i actually believe the saying but i believe myself more..

but after the heavy rain at my housing area just now, i sit n think n flash back matters had happened since 1/1/2009..the saying is true..
on the first day of 2009, which is also the first day my dad left Malaysia, the mosaic on the wall of my house broken, it caused me n my mum to busy for 2 weeks just to renovate it..how sad..the first day of the year...

the thing is we will be so busy about the renovation because we seldom get involved in this matter when my dad still in Malaysia..that was the time i started to know how important is my daddy to my family..as time goes, my fridge also 'boycotted' my mum..it malfunctioned the week before new year..again we had to run around kl to survey the price n the model of the fridge we wanted.. the new fridge just officially used yesterday..

one more thing..it happened at the week after new year..it was a moonless night with a heavy rain outside, i went into my room.. suddenly i heard the sound of water dripping..at the end i found out that my ceiling have a small hole n is terrible where the rain water dripped from the roof top until my new ikea cupboard through that stupid hole.. until this moment we haven settle the problem as we do not know what to do..so now i have to put a pail in my room..pity rite?

back to today..that heavy rain i mentioned just now spoiled my TV due to the lightning..so scary..so now i have to survive without TV for few weeks..it might burn a hole in my pocket as the new plasma TV or LCD are not cheap..what else can i do now other than believing i am 'sui' this year..

for all the ppl who has the same zodiac with me, remember to wear more clothes in green colour n wear the jade jewelleries as the colour can improve our luck this year..told by a famous feng shui sifu from Hong Kong..

believe it or not? is up to u..