I am on FIRE

PIG LA..STUPID..SESAT..DONKEY LA..SHIT LA.. *&%^#@$#%^&*%^@&*!%!$
Pls forgive my rudeness coz I AM NOW ON FIRE..
for a minute..
let me calm down first..

i just come back from my last last last driving lesson before the test which will be held on monday..
it was a 2 hours lesson..
and guess what i am doing in this precious two hours..
i only keep repeating the 'bukit'..
damn it..
what so hard about it har!
make me repeating it again and again under the hot burning weather..
why ppl can make the wheel enter 100% in the stupid yellow line..
well i only can make it for 50% enter..
although it considered pass but is RISKY..
it makes me need to put my hand brake as high as possible..
then again i can't put back down my hand brake..
what is this..

i practice it so hard dy..
i am very tired now..
the only thing i can do
is to pray to all GODS in the world..
let me do it the best on monday..
may i always in my best condition..
may i always have the calmness, the bravery and the confidence
i just can't fail the test..
after 19-hours-lesson, i pay more than others do..
i learn more than others..

WANTED - 'P' License

to pass in the driving practical test is equally hard to get straight 'A' in SPM..
RM 150 if u failed one of the test..
INSANE!!!

but.. haha.. i haven't take the test yet.. haha..
i will facing it on 23 Feb..

today is my last training lesson n i still weak in the 'bukit' test..
i am so dumb as i can't put down the hand brake every time after i pull it up with all my might..
because i scare the car reverse.. :(

anyway, i going to do my best to save that 150 bucks..
kinda nervous now..

so..for those who read my blog..
pls kindly donate your bravery and confidence to me..
if you are using the cheque..
pls write the date correctly..
i do not need an expired 'bravery' n 'confidence'..
pray for me..

Lie to myself

16 should be the day i awaited for so long..
however it became my history faster than i thought of..
still...
i want to wish myself...
Happy an-impossible-2nd-anniversary!
it was nothing more than a usual day..